I know im not the meaning of perfection

but I've tried to be perect for the people who have thrown it in my
face.
I always say 'im going to start fresh' it never happens! And if it
does.. Only for a few days.
I really need to save my money so then I can either move out or go to
NYC for a year.
I need to keep my room and house clean so I don't feel so cluttered!
I cannot lose contact with any of my friends who have stuck by me
through everything.
I can promise to myseld that this all WILL change.

On another note.
Loving this weather! Wearing two jackets and a scarf in the office
today.
Snug as a bug.