For the record..

I stood by your side through everything.
I support and supported you.
I would clean your room to suprise you.. Or even buy you little lame
gifts.
I loved you even when you would be having crappy day.
I always adored the crap out of you even if I wasn't the girl you
wanted.
And I always listened to your stories.. Always.
Hugging you made me feel so complete.
Even when you would snore in my ear or not spoon me, sleeping by your
side was amazing.
Or when you'd tell me to stay positive and id get so annoyed.. I now
know why.
I know I complain/ed about the way you treated me, but I always looked
at the bigger picture.
I always saw that you loved me , deep inside.
I always knew that you would be there for me even when you were scared
for me.
I always knew that at the end of the day I could come to you and feel
happy again.
I always knew that I was your girl..

I never was the victim or wanted to make myself that way.
I never ment to make you look like the bad guy cause you never were.

There is a million things I could have done different.
And for the record..
You were the only light I ever saw.