i woke up this morning

even though im sick as a dog, sound like kat von d, cant sleep in!
but i am so content.
everyone in my life at the moment, is so perfect!
my boyfriend! ah can anyone have more of a perfect boyfriend? i do!
my friends are all so so amazing, my family are my everything, recently i've realised how incredible they all are.
even though my job sucks, im not doing it for anyone else. im getting this apprenticeship for me.
and after this crap is done, im gonna do what i wanna do!
cannot wait :D

today is family time for kicks bday, should be good fun even though i cant talk much.
and then i go to my second home (babe mansion) for chills! :) super keen.

after my bigggg sleep on friday (10.30pm till 7.30am) i am still refreshed,
cold and flu tablets here i come!!

every friendship group..

You always have..

The amazing friends who click and can talk about anything

The babe guys that are your crushes, eye candy or loves

The drama queens, Who always have to have the spot light

The couple thats so cute together, But are so wrong for one another
The couple that everyone just.. dislikes together!


And the bestestfriends, Who never ever turn on each other,
Bring out the best in each other.

pretty much

he once said..

'Negative thoughts and actions, Lead you into a negative person, And who wants to chill with a party pooper!'

If you think that everyday is a drag, everyday will actually be a drag.
If you think that your a crap human, you will turn into that.

My father has changed the way i am starting to think from now on.
He has saved me, no one will know or realise how he has, But he is my hero.

my perfection

You are my miracle.

I don't care about the drama, when im with you everything makes sense.

I hate leaving your side.

9 months and i still feel like a little girl around you.

The butterflies never seem to stop.

The kisses are always amazing.

Waking up next to you is always the best feeling ever.

I love you, I love you, I love you.

Always.

failure

Is not an option.

you think your lucky?

Check out who i roll with..

My bestfriends are all i need in this world.

real happy

your gone to be honest.
the first month i met you, thought you were one of us and so pure.
but the innocent act wore off.
here's a bit of advice for you sugar,
don't trust anyone with your secrets, people talk.

you cause drama with your stupid lies or just for the fact your getting not any attention for five minuets you make up crap and go home.
and you also turn the good ones into shit.

i know im a coward for not saying this to you, and trust me one day i will.
but i'll let you sit on that high horse while you can.

liars

waste of time

hmm

its 9:21am and this is now my sleep in time.
i used to be able to sleep in till mid day and now, thats gone! :(

so this weekend has been a big realisation/boring.
Saturday we moved the salon, packing and moving is never fun.
I will miss the old shop though,
the crown on the window that we hated haha,
the old people who would walk past and we would wave to,
the back rooms for bitching,
the sleezy x-ray dude from next door,
the cheap milk bar for snacks also next door,
how the shop is in the middle of no where.
it was a good shop to start everything in but its time for change.

I spent saturday night with my sister and her man,
watched Nightmare On Elm Street and ate pizza.
It was good to have a night at home for once, i realised i have missed it.
but it sure wasnt the same without my boy.
pretty sure it was the first saturday in about 9 months i have been without him haha.
anyway, then i got to bed about 12.30 fell asleep to some hills and woke up at 9.

Today is such a beautiful day!
Mumma, Kate and i are gonna go to our new fave opp shop in south melbourne,
and then seeing as its sunday, Im gonna go have a night with my lady, Sarahmay :).
Movies, food and gossiping. Thats our life's when we are together haha aswell as being babes pretty much.

I am ready to start something new, to work in this salon without any back rooms (abit scared cause i cant hide in their anymore), to support my boyfriend more with music, to be a better friend to all those who deserve it, to save money for once and get...
New phone
Pug
New bed
New clothes
New shoes ( not good with that part!)
Weekend away
Hawaii money
And soon enough, Move out.

Lets hope this feeling i have now stays around.
I am finally content :)

back to the start

when you think you've left something and your done with it,
your back to the start when you least want to be.

this one is for her

Im sorry i wasnt there when you needed me the most,
Im sorry if i annoyed you so much just because i wanted to see you.
Over the past 7 years, Everyone has changed and i know we've both changed for the worst in some ways.
But i never will give up on you.
Even when you hate me, or just forget me, I'll always be on your side.

If only..

I lived the life of Lauren Conrad...

<3

cya!

the people who waste my time,
the people who dont give me anything back.
sick of complaining and feeling bad for you all.
things are gonna change around here!


SO this weekend i've been finding out alot, alot of lies mainly.
but people are starting to show their true colours.
since when did 'forever' mean 'a few months till i get bored'?
quit throwing words around you dont mean such as,
'i love you'
'your my bestfriend'
'i'll be here no matter what'
And i bet there are a trillion more!

Im not perfect, not even close.
but im a hell of alot better than some of the people out there that think..
cause they have tattoos, they are rad, even when they are stupid and look like everyone else's!
That cause they have a belif in something and apparently its 'cool', if i dont believe it, im not cool.
And doing drugs, and getting wasted is real cool by the way!
im just obviously not cool, bummer.

Im sorry i actually have something i want to do, And wasting my time thinking/being around/feeling sorry for you is holding me back.

I love you

I love you, I love you.